A Really Sad Day

I haven't been blogging long enough to tell the story of my 2005 year. First I was told I couldn't get pregnant, then I got pregnant, then at 6 months the baby died in utero. So, it basically sucked. For a whole host of reasons. And then yesterday I am in Costco and Paul says would you like an easter basket? Would you like to have an easter egg hunt? And I say, you don't get easter egg hunts or baskets when you don't have children. And then I cry for about 2 hours...not sobbing crying, just tears running down my face crying. So that when we went to the party we were going to people kept looking at me funny. It was a sad day. A really sad day.